Day 3-6
The day is filled with work. Work and work-play. And I know I said I wouldn’t mention it again, but it’s HOT. During the hottest parts of the day, we’ve received rain. Forest Gump describes it best when he called it “big ol’ fat rain”. It feels SO good since I’m already covered in mud, grease, sweat and this goo that we call “polymer”. At home rain is annoying, The rain tastes sweeter here and it is truly a blessing. Today we hit water! We are all told that finding water isn’t the important part, but I really really wanted to find water. Everyone has an extra bounce in their step and even Don Juan, the leader of the community had a slow smile spreading across his face.
As we play with the kids on our off-shifts, a little girl sees me filling up my bottle and asks for a drink. We’re told to refuse because we can’t provide them all with water. But it doesn’t stop my heart from breaking as I told her “no”. It occurs to me that constant thirst is a part of their life. Part of me wanted to find water to claim success and feel the rush of completing my goals. Her pleas are a reminder of why we’re doing it. They’d be happy to drink even water we refuse only on taste. Desperate enough, they drink whatever is around only to become sick. I feel a guilty tug on my conscience. I think of how I live, the complaints I have in my heart and how so many live without... anything. But I know the Lord has ordained all things and given to each of us what He has desired that we might use it for His kingdom and ultimate glory. Replacing the selfish thrill of achievement is the deeper joy of being able show my love in a real way so that the message of Christ would have an opportunity to come here in this village.
Today’s verse reflects the above in hope and in trust.
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. - Jeremiah 29:11
The work days seem to flow into each other. Each morning, we have devotionals and each evening we spend time together. We always spend time here longer than we plan. The efficiency side of me hates this, but I am amazed on how these people can’t get enough. The focus isn’t on politics or sports, but topics pertaining to Christian living, theology or experiences.
Again, we have a weird assortment of work that strains strange muscle groups. But regardless of my complaints, I’m enjoying the work. Today my brilliant primary driller didn’t pause for me to turn off the water pressure and coated the inside of my mouth to the inside of my rain boots with gooey mud + polymer. I love it. There’s something about an messy honest day’s labor - in an act of building that draws me. And though I may struggle, afterwards I’m satisfied. Today, the village contributes to cook us a stew. I eat every single bite. What makes these people so hospitable, so loving, so happy? It’s just amazing to see.
Arg. Well, the community didn’t have enough water to flush out the well, despite kids bringing in buckets from every house nearby. Now a layer of mud firmed up by the polymer clogs the well. Unclogging involves using an air compressor to pump out some mud. Then we take out the pipes and use a weight on the end of a rope in back breaking labor. Then we pour in soap water, put in the pipes and pump it out. Repeat all day. It’s extreme labor alternating with down time. I play soccer with the kids and goof off with them in the muddy/soapy water that we’re pumping out. Later, during one of the pumping cycles we have a worship service and a pinata. It’s the craziest 5 minutes of my life. It breaks, and becomes a free-for-all mob. Seconds later, there is one drop of rain, two and then someone starts pouring buckets of water out of the sky. Like roaches, the kids scatter for cover from the kitchen to the butcher room. Me and 3 other “volunteers” help finish up while giggling madly in the downpour.
This next verse is from a favorite book of mine and reminds me that joy is independent of life.
Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,
yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior.
- Habakkuk 3:17-18
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Monday, August 1, 2011
DB's super encouraging reports #2: Nicaragua first half
Nicaragua: travelling through day 3
Ted and I left on Friday afternoon arrived in Managua on Sat afternoon. The flight was amazing as we somehow were placed in first class. I think regular travel has been ruined for me. Our flight out of Houston was filled with at least 5 other mission teams and that in itself is encouraging. Living Water is very professional and picked us up and whisked us to Leon.
Our team consists of 10 people, all either alone or in pairs - 4 women, 6 men, mostly in their late 20's and a couple of 19 year olds. It's funny that we came together only because a church pulled their funding and their team. We were the “replacements”. Because we had to work together, I worried about what kind of people we'd meet. In particular to know if their theology matched up with mine so that our fellowship may be true. We were independents, baptists, etc... coming from mega churches to family churches and all were salvation-by-grace-through-faith-in-Christ, Sovereign-God, Holy-scripture type people. Even here I see the amazing sovereignty of God working to bring us together. I think often times, we tend to believe that there are not many who hold and defend truth, but it's a testament to scripture that people who couldn't be more different and have never spoken agree on the TRUTH. And much like God gives us grace then pours more good things on us, these people were hard workers, open and great friends. I should note that there were some issues, but I'd like to leave that off of here. You can ask me in person.
Verse of today revolves on the joy I feel in finding those who are not only saved, but have put a high value on God’s Word.
make my joy complete by being of the same mind, maintaining the same love, united in spirit, intent on one purpose. – Phil 1:2
On Sunday, we held service at the village. Having church in other cultures makes me think of how various and wide worship is. How all these different faces, talents and their specific gifts are fragments that make up a whole worship that is beautiful so far exceeding my imagination that I don’t know what I don’t know. But I must include 2 temptations that enter the mind. We are amazed at the spontaneity and expressive emotions and call it more genuine or from a deeper source. The second is in think that we know the better way to run the church. Both stem from an idea that such churches are “quaint” or primal and in our arrogance we assume that we can make everything better.
Verse of today mirrors what I have seen in part today and anticipate the day when I shall see in full.
After these things I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no one could count, from every nation and all tribes and peoples and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, and palm branches were in their hands; and they cry out with a loud voice, saying, “Salvation to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb.” – Rev 7:9-10
Monday saw us on the job. Let me just get this out of the way once. It’s hot. HOT and humid. We wear long sleeves and pants in non-breathing rainboots. The work consists of digging, transferring buckets of water and we’re behind schedule. If you know me, you know I value efficiency so when I perceive that people aren’t pulling their weight or are more interested in taking pictures, I get frustrated. But I recall that our main purpose here isn’t that. So the weather and the work conspire to even at the first to rob me of joy. I’m exhausted. The food is great and the living area has a surprising amount of comfort. No one wants to go to bed but after dinner we share our stories and unburden our hearts, overflowing with emotions and thoughts of what God is doing among us. It’s the ember-warm feeling of contentment from a hard day’s work serving the Lord in a visible way combined with the fellowship of the saints.
Verse of today is self-stabbing of my priorities. God’s glory in redemption though His son, Christ Jesus.
But the Lord answered and said to her, “Martha, Martha, you are worried and bothered about so many things; 42 but only one thing is necessary, for Mary has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her.” – Luke 10:41-42
I am super excited for the rest of this trip. I’m loving the adventure of a new country, of new people and of doing a practical service for God’s people. The village is great and there are so many kids who just want to spend time with us. Already in this trip we’ve known disappointments and victories. We’ve had chances to love, chances to serve and chances to be forgiven. We mess up, it’s clear, but God’s purpose in us and through us will not be thwarted.
Pray for strength. Physical labor mixed with the emotional strain of loving is tiring. Praise God that we’ve fixed some of the issues that were slowing us down. Pray for water and that the pastor would be able to use this vehicle to do his work in this area. Pray that love would be apparent in all my actions and that pride not find purchase in my actions. Let God’s glory be first and only and all other things be done because of it and to point to it.
Ted and I left on Friday afternoon arrived in Managua on Sat afternoon. The flight was amazing as we somehow were placed in first class. I think regular travel has been ruined for me. Our flight out of Houston was filled with at least 5 other mission teams and that in itself is encouraging. Living Water is very professional and picked us up and whisked us to Leon.
Our team consists of 10 people, all either alone or in pairs - 4 women, 6 men, mostly in their late 20's and a couple of 19 year olds. It's funny that we came together only because a church pulled their funding and their team. We were the “replacements”. Because we had to work together, I worried about what kind of people we'd meet. In particular to know if their theology matched up with mine so that our fellowship may be true. We were independents, baptists, etc... coming from mega churches to family churches and all were salvation-by-grace-through-faith-in-Christ, Sovereign-God, Holy-scripture type people. Even here I see the amazing sovereignty of God working to bring us together. I think often times, we tend to believe that there are not many who hold and defend truth, but it's a testament to scripture that people who couldn't be more different and have never spoken agree on the TRUTH. And much like God gives us grace then pours more good things on us, these people were hard workers, open and great friends. I should note that there were some issues, but I'd like to leave that off of here. You can ask me in person.
Verse of today revolves on the joy I feel in finding those who are not only saved, but have put a high value on God’s Word.
make my joy complete by being of the same mind, maintaining the same love, united in spirit, intent on one purpose. – Phil 1:2
On Sunday, we held service at the village. Having church in other cultures makes me think of how various and wide worship is. How all these different faces, talents and their specific gifts are fragments that make up a whole worship that is beautiful so far exceeding my imagination that I don’t know what I don’t know. But I must include 2 temptations that enter the mind. We are amazed at the spontaneity and expressive emotions and call it more genuine or from a deeper source. The second is in think that we know the better way to run the church. Both stem from an idea that such churches are “quaint” or primal and in our arrogance we assume that we can make everything better.
Verse of today mirrors what I have seen in part today and anticipate the day when I shall see in full.
After these things I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no one could count, from every nation and all tribes and peoples and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, and palm branches were in their hands; and they cry out with a loud voice, saying, “Salvation to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb.” – Rev 7:9-10
Monday saw us on the job. Let me just get this out of the way once. It’s hot. HOT and humid. We wear long sleeves and pants in non-breathing rainboots. The work consists of digging, transferring buckets of water and we’re behind schedule. If you know me, you know I value efficiency so when I perceive that people aren’t pulling their weight or are more interested in taking pictures, I get frustrated. But I recall that our main purpose here isn’t that. So the weather and the work conspire to even at the first to rob me of joy. I’m exhausted. The food is great and the living area has a surprising amount of comfort. No one wants to go to bed but after dinner we share our stories and unburden our hearts, overflowing with emotions and thoughts of what God is doing among us. It’s the ember-warm feeling of contentment from a hard day’s work serving the Lord in a visible way combined with the fellowship of the saints.
Verse of today is self-stabbing of my priorities. God’s glory in redemption though His son, Christ Jesus.
But the Lord answered and said to her, “Martha, Martha, you are worried and bothered about so many things; 42 but only one thing is necessary, for Mary has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken away from her.” – Luke 10:41-42
I am super excited for the rest of this trip. I’m loving the adventure of a new country, of new people and of doing a practical service for God’s people. The village is great and there are so many kids who just want to spend time with us. Already in this trip we’ve known disappointments and victories. We’ve had chances to love, chances to serve and chances to be forgiven. We mess up, it’s clear, but God’s purpose in us and through us will not be thwarted.
Pray for strength. Physical labor mixed with the emotional strain of loving is tiring. Praise God that we’ve fixed some of the issues that were slowing us down. Pray for water and that the pastor would be able to use this vehicle to do his work in this area. Pray that love would be apparent in all my actions and that pride not find purchase in my actions. Let God’s glory be first and only and all other things be done because of it and to point to it.
DB's super encouraging reports #1: Support Letter
Hello,
First, thank you for your interest in.... me, well, at least some of the work that God is doing through me.
If you didn't know, I am headed off to Nicaragua to dig a well with Living Water International and then to Mexico to work with Frontera Missions.
NICARAGUA
I'll be travelling to the Leon area to dig a well. Nicaragua is the second most poor nation in the Americas and one of the key issues is the lack of infrastructure. Not only does lack of clean water mean that most people spend much of their energy finding it, but it is also a means by which they are kept poor. Much of their wages go into purchasing clean water or treating illnesses that come with drinking contaminated water. As 90% of diseases are water borne, this is the first step in changing not only individual lives but ultimately a nations.
Personally, it's hard to identify with this. When camping, people are skittish drinking river water that is purified. And if fact, I just received medicine so that in case I do have a reaction (diarrhea) I can take them to be more comfortable. People there don't have this. Furthermore, I'm not really sure what to expect from the village.
Prayer: for the live-in missionaries, our team of 20ish people, mostly from the midwest. Ted and my travel safety. Mosquitoes, malaria, bad water, theft. The village we are working in, the relationship we build
MEXICO
We've been serving at the orphanage for several years now. Though some kids have come and gone, I love how there are still some of the same kids. Even if they forget me, the re-knowing is quick as they are eager to give and accept love (except the girls, they all remember to hate me). Here we will be holding a VBS and also working to put the final touches on the hospice (full-time care for disabled children). But as much as I enjoy the kids and encouraging the saints, there is a greater burden for the area. I wish we could do more. So some of my prayers have been to develop:
1) Talk to the local neighborhood community and share the gospel
2) Many of the kids grow up and because of lack of opportunity, turn to crime. Teach English so that they have a greater chance at finding work.
2b) Setting up an education fund to send kids to college
3) Relief in the way of food to those most in need. This sort of came about after the earthquake left many of the poor unable to recover.
Prayer for: Funding to build a school, a factory and a larger orphanage. Prayer to expand our work there. The Missionary/pastor and his flock. Our team of 15 people and that going changes our lives
My ultimate reasons for doing things like this has come about after wondering where exactly my place is in God's work. I found I am not one who would go head a church plant or be as good with cold-turkey evangelism. But I enjoy working with my hands and the relationships that service builds. I hope that in this way, both my actions show the change that Christ has bought and allow opportunities to share the gospel. In a perfect world, I'd like to use my job as a means to do this as well (and I'm working towards that, God willing), but I'm challenged to live the way God is showing me now, rather than when I get where I think I should be.
I'm struggling with love and the ability to show it. I tend to avoid the vulnerability of loving more or first. If you're getting this, it means you know me so that shouldn't come as a surprise (haha). Selfishness is also always present. Not just in terms of how I deal with other people, but most apparent when I put my own enjoyment over worship. By nature, I'm always looking around for the next adventure, the next story and I can get easily bored. So it's fighting for that true joy in Christ that needs to be done every day. Finally, I am aware of the dangers that service presents me. First that I value the work more than what the work is meant to point towards, that I think I'm earning something by the work and that I fall into a comfort zone and don't strive to share the gospel.
I've intentionally kept this short since I know all of you have 23983473 items in your google reader. You won't be getting an e-mail while I'm in Nicaragua, but I'll have written one or two will send them after I get back. I'm happy to receive both your prayer requests and to talk to you in more detail about any of this stuff as much of it is glossed over.
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